Whipers to Heaven for Stella and Hope

Dear Mackenzie,
Mommy is tired today.  I have been thinking of you lots.  I have a lot on my mind but am not sure I can really compose my thoughts.  I am really heart broken for two families.  Mommy doesn't know these families in what I call "real life".  I only know them through some of my mommas who do know them for "real"!  I

Mackenzie, can you do mommy a favour?  Watch over the baby Hope and young Stella as they go through their battles.  Can you do that?  I know you're an angel and I pray that you can be with these two beautiful girls and hold their hands.  Help baby Hope be strong and fight hard as she and her family wait to find out about her surgery or the possible need for a heart transplant. 

Mackenzie, little Stella is... well... dieing...  Will you be there as she passes?  What will it be like for her?  I wish I knew what it was like for you to go from our world here on earth, to the world of our Father in heaven so I could share with Stella's family.  Will you get to meet her?  She will be the beautiful little red head with red curls!  Oh, she's so cute!  How do I know if you will get to see her in heaven?  I don't even know her, but she holds a special place in my heart so do you think that means she'll be your friend in heaven?  I sure hope so!  Cause I think she'd be a lot of fun! 

Do you choose your friends Mackenzie?  Cause I kind of get to help guide Anna right now when it comes to friends.  She's friends with the children of my friends, cause that's who we hang out with, and of course the other kids at her daycare.  But who guides you?  I guess your Father?  God, knows all...  I hope he guides you to Stella!

I love you sweet baby girl.  Oh did you see that we celebrated baby Ally's birthday?  Yah, I was a month late.  I missed her party cause I was doing a run for Cancer, but I made her cupcakes and got her some cute outfits and her very first baby doll.  It's funny how I agreed to do the run for Cancer without realizing I'd miss Ally's big day... in the end I think God was watching out for me.  I don't know if I would have handled the actual party well.  It's so hard sometimes to watch little Ally growing and doing all the things you'd be doing if you were here.  She is such a beautiful child.  I wonder if you girls would have looked alike at all?  After all you are cousins and you were fair colored compared to your sister.  You were blond like daddy... but not quite as bald as Ally :)  It's funny, sometimes getting to spend times like these with Ally are great cause I can experience some of those baby things I missed with you...  but they are also hard...

Good night baby girl, kisses and hugs! 
Love you forever,
Mommy

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If you are reading this post, please pray for the two little girls, Stella and Hope.  If you click on their individual names you can read more of their stories. 

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