Have you ever asked yourself that question? Our Minister shared this amazing message with at our Church yesterday. God is NOT my co-pilot. That would mean that I am in control and He is beside me. I never though of it that way before. Of course God is my PILOT. He is in control. He has a plan for me, and my life. I just have to hang on tight for the ride! and try to stay the course.
I think we (my husband and I) are learning this lesson the hard way. I thought that I could control it all... and then the "unthinkable" happened... at 38 weeks gestation, we lost our daughter. Wow, did that slam my world into a tale spin. I remember praying on the way to that emergency ultra sound... "Please God, let me be strong enough to handle what ever it is You put before me". And He was the one who was with me through it all. He guided, and continues to guide me, through this turmoil. Some days I still can't believe that I carried our precious Mackenzie to term, and never got to see her first breath outside the womb. Some days I still feel like I'm nose diving at 500km/hr towards the ocean. Some days I my heart aches so bad, it's a physical pain. Some days I only get up in the morning to see my sunshine... Anna. (and of course my husband!) If it wasn't for His (God) everlasting love, I'm not sure where I'd be.
So I ask you... Who is your pilot???
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