Ok. So I am spending WAY to much time figuring this out. But here it goes.
Why did I name this blog "A Life of Sunshine and Rainbows..."? Well, my life is just that... My Sunshine, Anna Beth, who joined our family April 2, 2009. She lights my days. She is so forgiving when mommy isn't so great. She loves me tenderly, to no end. She can give kisses that melt my heart... You are my sunshine...
My Rainbow, Mackenzie Mary, who I lovinly carried for 38 weeks. Mackenzie was born into the arms of God, May 21, 2011. We will never know "why". She was perfect and beautiful. She is mine. She will always be with me. Anna loves rainbows. She asked me on the one month anniversary of Mackenzie's birth, "Momma, where's Anna's rainbow?" as she took me by the hand and drug me arround the yard looking for the beautiful rainbow we saw the previous evening. What do you tell a two year old? I struggled for a second... "Anna your rainbow is in Heaven with Jesus and Mackenzie. When Mackenzie is done playing with it, Jesus will send it back for Anna to play with." She accepted this answer, and later told her daddy where her rainbow was. We talk about Anna's rainbow and her baby sister in Heaven with Jesus EVERYDAY. You are my rainbow...
There is no way I can include one of my daughters in my life and not the other. Mackenzie's birth to Heaven was what brought me to start this blog. Deep down, it doesn't matter if anyone reads this... as long as I write it. For her, and for her older sister.
hi tyann, this was so beautiful, you are a very strong woman, I want to thank you for posting this. Your daughter is beautiful, I love that you are so strong, it makes me strong. A while ago I had a miscarriage at only 5 weeks, I know it was only a short time but I was so sad and angry at God for what I went through, and then I see what you went through and I feel worse because what happend to me wasn't even close to what you went through. He/she left me but for a reason, and for that I have a baby boy, Ryland. ... God bless you and your family, I hope you are doing well. Thank you.
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